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| It hurts...it really does..:'( . | | |
| After all maybe I’ve been too much of a nice person to u… Always saying yes to whatever u want, giving so much of my time to u alone… thinking and caring about your feelings, trying my best to be there for u, appreciating u for whatever you’ve done and loving u unconditionally… Maybe its time for me to play equal… Treating u the way u have treated me, turning u down whenever I feels like it or wanna go out with my friends, creating my own personal space (without u in it), and giving u no promises of the future… not appreciating like hw u dun appreciate without realizing.. Maybe with all this then you will know how I felt all along… Every time I try to be very nice and think of life more positively, there will be things u do like this to remind me of all the sad past and U know well that I’ve got good memory whether with good or bad stuff… The nicer I’ve become or the more I care or love u, the more I hurt myself… I wanna be strong… I should love myself above than anything else... 1 minutes of sadness is 60 sec of robbed happiness… *sabz* | | |
| oh what joy!=) It has been a year!! and counting... Love my dearest darling, wilson!!!(: *sheer bliss*          
*sabz* | | |
| *sigh* Just at the resound of that 'name', everything change.... There's absolutely nothing admist, i know...but cant help it but hate it!! Ask me why? Yes, no good reason at all but i plainly just doesn't like it.... Unreasonable? who cares.. 'name' started it...
11 months?? wow..time flies... 
HAPPY HAPPY 11th months Love you, wilson darling!!!! (if u're reading this) just wanna say thank you for everything that you've done for me and even being an ass sometimes and i'm ever looking forwards to share more n more n more of my days with you...just want u to know that i appreciate you n i love u to bits! *hugs* ....wonder whats awaiting tmr...hmm *sabz* | | |
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Depression strike!! *pout*  "Shared joy is a double joy; shared sorrow is half a sorrow" How true is this sayings?? I have to agree that this sayings is somewhat true... I remember having to share my joy and happiness with family, friends and loved ones on many occasions... indeed there's more joy! ... and often when sorrow or heartache that are being expressed, it becomes less.. is like laying down your burden at the alter and pray that God help to carry you through your circumstances... but sometime this sayings does quite apply to some... (i do not understand and neither do i wanna try to!...) *just not in the mood for writing metaphor* i want my 'friend'!!! & i want it now!!! Double my joy and lessen my sorrow, would you?? *sabz* | | |
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